There is a Blue pill that will show you nothing and there is a Red pill that will show you everything. The choice between the two is mutual and equal. There is no choice. There is perfect choice. You will choose and it will be a choiceless choice. If you perceive a dilemma in choosing, then you have misunderstood. The choice is not yours to begin with. Through you, choice is being made. And if you choose wisely, you will realize the chooser. Namaste Tantra
Within, within you; full, total, complete alignment is very very very good. It simply means that the most conscious, aware and awakened parts of you, rule the day. When everything is aligned within you, how you move in this life becomes truly an expression of perfect stillness. If everything is aligned perfectly within you, your intrinsic value is goodness. When every aspect of you is put into alignment, you are perfect, you are clear, you are real. The way this is done is in prioritization of inner hierarchical clarity of alignment. You allow your inner conscious king full and true reign. I will give you an example. Say for instance you are sitting there thinking, “how the fuck do I do that”, so that part of you is not the most true part of you, so in that sense you do not give it value or priority. And the part of you that is discriminating that that part is not of utmost clarity, that part is also not the most clear and true part of you. So the part commenting on the situation is not of highest knowing, and the part that is aware of that, is also not of highest knowing. Now the part that is self-aware of the knower and itself and all selves and can see all things in that regard, that one is of high knowing. It is not of highest knowing, it is of high knowing. That part can bring everything into alignment. That part can align the parts and prepare things deeply for the partless part. So the partless part is the first level of highest knowing. Within it all streams of being come together; within it there is a certain unity, a certain humble unified harmony. So in that part everything comes together and is harmonious, in the first level of highest knowing. Now in the second level of highest knowing all streams have come together, crystalized and entered the oceanic conscious beingness. In that level of highest knowing all streams of being have come together in being and as being they dissolve into beingness. Being is no more, there is just beingness. There is no longer an individual being, there is just pure existential beingness. Pure vibrancy of beingness. There is no longer an individual being, or even a collective being. There is just beingness, alive beingness, conscious beingness, god consciousness if you will. And from there everything is possible, not as a possibility but as the reality of what is. So to recap, you can have fragments of understanding through thought, and from that you can have a unified sense of knowing beyond thought and prior to that you can be the witness of that knowing and that witnessing will bring everything that can be aligned into alignment and at that point, all streams of being become being and as being they flow into cosmic being or rather beingness and as beingness all is one and none, paradoxically complete. And beyond completion, there is non-being, non-beingness ~ Nirvana ~ and of Nirvana, nothing can be said. You can say what it is not. It is non-being, it is extinction of the flame, the void, the voidless void. So all that can be said and not said, has been said. I have one friend that deeply wants to wake up, to become enlightened. He has a profound conscious passion for life and in most ways that are important, he is already fully enlightened. Now he is a very intelligent and wise man, a truly creative conscious soul and in most ways that are relevant, he is truly fearless. One day he and I and two women were walking next to a great river. It is a beautiful, powerful river. And we were walking along and he sat down to enjoy the river and meditate upon it. My girlfriend and I walked on for a while and then came back to see him and the other woman who was with us. In that moment Samadhi had attained to perfect Samadhi, just sitting, just being, just meditating with the river. Nothing to be, nothing to become, just simply one with the river, a perfect existential flow. He came to know the flow as his very beingness. And in that moment as I passed by my dear friend who was so immersed in deep peace, I made one small Zen suggestion. I said to my friend. Dear friend ~ if you cross this river you will get enlightened, and then I walked off and we both began to laugh and really laugh, not because it was deeply true and not because it was deeply dangerous to cross such a powerful threshold. We laughed simply because life is truly the best Zen master. Samadhi got up without a thought and swam the river just as the sun was setting. He later recounted that he was just gotten up and no mind was there to tell him otherwise. He simply got up and swam across. Later he described it as the most difficult thing he had ever done. The river was tremendously cold and powerful and flowing strongly. He had no time to think about anything and so he just swam and swam and was fully exhausted when he reached the other side. He most likely had hypothermia when he reached the other side. Luckily a passing lady happened to be a paramedic and she called the emergency ambulance and kept him warm and safe till they arrived. They came with four ambulances and three fire trucks along with several police vehicles. They lowered a boat into the river from an overhead bridge and nurtured Samadhi back to full health. Then Samadhi called us and i sent Rose and Twyla to pick him up and then we had dinner. Now the fact is that i have made claims in the past of having been Gurdjieff and a Zen master in a past life and although this would explain the extremeness and intensity of my devices, the simple fact is, I just love life and the simple intimacies that great openings bring. Enjoy this magnificent river of life. <3 God is Tantra. Pure love is Tantra. Pure consciousness is purely Tantric. Pure emptiness, pure nothingness, pure divine light showering is Tantrically Tantrobulous. Tantra is True. Tantra is You. You have always been Tantra. The light of your conception Tantrically happened now. The moment of your birth Tantrobulously happens now. The supreme moment of your death, Mahaparinirvana has always happened, is always happening and will forever never happen. Namaste Mahamudra. The yolk has dissolved. Every part of you contains perfect innocence. Every single part of you is deeply and perfectly intimate and innocent. Your highest love is silence. Your deepest truth is unfathomable limitless intimacy. All of you is true and real. When entering into perfect Tantra surrender everything. When dissolving into perfect Tantra realize nothing. The beginning and the end are one. Your source, your destination are synonymous. There is no You to realize the self. There is no self to be realized. In moods and experiences of perfect realization, be perfectly awakened. All moments have equal possibility to this end. This moment is ultimately that possibility. See what is really possible. Be You Perfect Tantra means perfect presence. Perfect penetrating presence. Perfect is presence. Tantra flowering into perfect penetrating presence. Tantra Tantr Tant Tan Ta T. Tantra dissolving into perfect penetrating presence. Tantra pure light. Presence pure presence. Tantra igniting gentle cool passion. A blue silent flame of awareness. A device for you. Think of what you fear most. Then encounter it fully, within, without, in all ways. Take your time. Be taken beyond time. Allow this fear to be transformed into greatest goodness. Allow this fear to be transformed into perfect passionate penetrating presence pronto :) Be naked as you are. Be honest in what you be. Move intimately in what you know. Trust totally in what you don’t know. See wisely the unseen. Conceive perfectly the unborn. Receive nurturance from the breast of existence. Enter Lady Nirvana in total trust, dissolve, explode and die. Allowing, vulnerability to consume you. Allowing reality to embody you. Stepping in to the unknown love. Stepping in to exquisitely perfect unknown knowing. In these ways, be intimately loving and true. Tantra is pure bliss, pure silent explosion, pure divine light, pure open heart and pure non-being. Every single part of the experiencing is happening right now and in every form. Igniting true Tantric passion involves perfect unknown ignition. Tantra flowers as a mystery. Tantra flowers inconceivably beyond all right and wrong intentions. If you have interest in manifestation, forget Tantra. Tantra will steal all manifestations. If you have interest in beautiful perfect spaces, forget Tantra. Tantra will rob you of all space, time and illusion. If you like to understand things before you move with them, then forget Tantra. Tantra will rob you of understanding, movement and all seeing. When Tantra happens, your total past, your total presence and all your total futures unify while simultaneously dissolving in all ways. Unify and dissolve in all ways. |
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September 2022
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